part of what gets me so anxious is i have so much respect and admiration for what you guys have to say. and a lot of the times its hard for me to put myself next to someone i admire and feel adequate in my own right.

so yanno. feelings of inadequacy coupled with fears of people i look up to seeing through me and thinking poorly of me….. that can set my anxiety off in a hurry lol

but truthfully, this has always been a problem for me, and having the chance to run this blog and share my thoughts with you guys and talk about rebels actually really helps my confidence! ive made a lot of strides in feeling comfortable enough to actually put my thoughts into words and air them to the world 😸 so thank you for that