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i feel like my heart and soul has been put through a meat grinder for three episodes straight and i STILL dont feel any better
Tag: kanan jarrus
“USED TO DO”
you all know i have a ton of messy contradictory feelings about this so uh. No comment!
THIS PART????? I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS ABOUT IT
its awful and painful, but it means a lot to me that ahsoka reaches out to ezra. there’s not a lot of people in ezra’s life who really understand the specific kind of pain he’s dealing with here. kanan, definitely knows, but he’s gone now :c i like that ahsoka helps him come to terms with the worst thing in the universe, but expresses genuine empathy while doing it :C
SHE’S RIGHT BUT IM STILL ANGRY >:’(
its really hitting me that i’ll never feel okay again 😦 not about this :(((
god i feel empty inside.
its not fair that ezra had to go through this TWICE. not just watching kanan die, but having hope his parents and later kanan can be saved, and having it crushed :((( nobody deserves that, but this kid more than anyone :c
the worst part is giving ezra (AND US) so much hope and then blowing it to smithereens 😢
making me listen to all these, then making me watch him die again, THEN telling me there’s no way to save him, THEN MAKING THE EMPEROR ATTACK MY SON was a special kind of sadistic
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